She'd walked to work at sundown When the blue dissolved to evening Past the roadside vendors cooking fires, Not yet bright enough for deepening The outline of the factory-house Where night-time shifts were gathering 'Round the early evening cooking scents, Boiled rice, and bread and lentils Carried on the twilight breezes with A light refrain that mentioned The hunger in her mid-riff And the mild persistent headache At the urgent anxious anger that Her fears and hopes resembled. And the nagging hopeless worry That the money wouldn't stretch.
Treading lightly, sandals slapping In a rhythm never blindly To be misconstrued as anything But a walk to work, and quietly. One hand clutching at her sari, Coughing mutely through her head-shawl Barely breathing through the mocking Of the jeering tuk-tuk drivers Past the dust cloud covered concrete With the reek of sun-soaked diesel And the mouthing finger-thrusting And humiliating cat-calls That permeate her modesty And her sense of self-retrieval With a fierce determination That the future must be faced
She'd felt the first forced tremble In the walls and floors beneath her And the slowly sliding shifting Of her sewing, soiled machine As it cannoned past the T-shirts Through the carefully folded blouses And toppled from the table top To smash against the floorboards When the building crumpled inwards And the chaos and the screaming Chased the panic to the exits Down the staircase to the ground. Then the ceiling at the center of the Wide, high whitened work room Caved in with crash and cursing As the lighting dimmed and died
Now, far above she hears the cadence Through the gauze of dimming clarity Fire truck sirens moan hysteria Within the tinnitus of silence Tumbled past the dust caked boulders Of the colorless construction Prostrated down below In the humid darkened stillness. Trapped and jammed into the spaces Where the falling floors had forced her. Where the grinding groaning echoes Of the debris and the torture Close her throat to swells of panic For her mother and her daughter In the two-roomed cardboard shanty Miles above and hours away
Barely conscious, breathing lightly Through the dust and reek of faeces Thinking of her crowded back-room Where she'd bathed her infant daughter In the tin-roofed cardboard shanty By the stinking standing water And where her husbandβs insobriety Nightly terminates in snoring After shouting and the swearing And occasional forbearance When her motherβs stifled terror Terminates in tempers risings And the all pervading violence That resolves in resignation And completes the shaming sequence By the act of copulation
In the wreckage work continues Where the rescue teams are scrabbling In the arms of their dilemma To keep searching or accepting That the paradox of seeing and then again Believing in the hopeless expectations That some persons can be found Far below and hours away The burning thirst has found her Past the pain of her right shoulder And the numbness in her legs. The acrid smoke that holds her Transfixed in shallow coughing While the sari starts to smolder To the agony of breathing As she hoarsely tries to scream
In a conference room in London In the tautly tensioned Aerons Women smooth their sculpted short skirts As the slicked-down young supplier Holds a T-shirt for inspection To the murmured confirmation Of the busy buoyant buyers That the pricing must be right. Miles above and hours away Six degree's of separation Form a loosely joined connection Out of mind and out of sight. One by one the vendor cooking fires Turn to embers and to ashes While miles below and far away Comes the dying of the light.