hello, it's later than i wanted it to be and i haven't tried to close my eyes yet and i've been holding in **** for the past couple minutes, i just think i think a little bit too much about what you might be thinking about i'm not sure i make sense i'm not sure i like myself. my wisdom teeth are really poking through my gums i keep touching them with my tongue and it's later than i wanted- i'd like to lay in grass under the sun holding your hand, sorry for the cliche sorry i'm a stereotype i'm not sorry about any of this i can't wait to hold your hand again i can't wait for the sun when i think about it, when i really look around and appreciate.. how is anything ever boring
i'm still terrified everything will one day be too dull