I'm depressed because everyone else is happy
I envy those who can learn to love themselves
You have no idea how bad I want a rack
To look in the mirror without sighing
If Beauty comes from within, Then I'm defiantly *******
What lurks inside is much worse then what you first perceive
Maybe I am too ******* myself
But I learned to face the reality
Instead of having high hopes, to only be dissapointed even more
I don't want to "live"  I need to change
But I can't
You don't need to change yourself for somebody else
No
I only want to do it for myself
Yet the funny thing is
No matter how hard I try to be better
To be Funnier, Prettier, Happier...
There will always be that painful feeling pulling me back
Back into who I used to be
Even if that life, Is not the life
I wanted to it be