I can’t see heaven.
I haven’t counted blessings.
I think he hates me.

No peace. No justice.
No war to fight in, I loose.
You win. But I’m the winner.

Love like another breath.
One day it might suffocate.
It won’t resurrect.

How can God tear us.
How can you die and I live.
We are now strangers.

Future and present.
They will both live through the past.
To live I am lost.