Here we are
I knew it would end up like this
Feel like I'm drowning
yet again
always saved the moment before I do
it's always my fault
I hold my head under,
not wanting to come up
there's not an effort to be made
because there's no point to me,
everyone leaves anyway
I'm too much to handle,
not good enough
just a mess too big to clean up
don't know why you still try,
I would have given a long time ago
I **** you off,
make you mad,
upset you,
and I hate it
but it's not going to change