I am tired of opening my eyes and thinking about what I will say to make your day better when you could care less how my days end and
I wish you would have looked up the definition of forever before saying it to me and making a promise out of it
I have tried to love you unconditionally and you take advantage of it and if you cared about how I really felt you would know I cry myself to sleep every night on your side of the bed
Wondering what I did to deserve being called nuts for expressing my feelings  
Wondering what I did to make you feel so unhappy with me and if you're not, it sure seems that way
Wondering why you're still falling asleep beside me
And I am losing reasons to try because every "I love you so much" is silenced by your inability to see it
And every time you say "I'm so happy" now I'll know it's a lie and how can you trust someone who is lying to you
I'll keep wondering what it was I did to deserve it all
(b.n)