Screams from her throat came first Water from my eyes second Water from the washer third Arms around my figure fourth Shakes and trembling hands fifth A half present brain A half organized book shelf A full hearted ******* the floor Asking to be heard over the pounding With the wrong words, wounding. An unplugged record player A childish knock on the door A desperate "please, go play" A desperate "please, don't go" A desperate "please, stay" A shaking hand A shaking pack of tic tacs A fight not unlike the others A car door An empty hearted ******* the floor