Terrified you will be another one just another one who doesn't call or leaves me trapped behind my own closed doors just waiting for you to open them.
They have been closed for centuries.
I learned to stop waiting when I was seven. let downs are more painful than any burn. the flick of a match. a scarring wound.
When he didn't show up to my birthday party. birthday parties are dumb, he said. but it would have meant everything if he came.
Don't be the one who pushes me down head to pavement a breath I can't catch soccer ball to stomach leaving me with words upon words that I can't say.
You said I should open my doors Let me in, you said. I told you my locks are broken. I tried to explain to you the depths of these doors and the patterns of their locks. And somehow I have let you in just a foot. And you scurried for the inner most treasures caressing them, tenderly.