you are the home for my strings, the things that sting, it's the venom in the vessels, like the one that you carry under your muscles, structures built to give character. they ache from the weight of the rocks compiled in a safebox, it hold the glow of the liquid savior that could someday find you. they act like weights, heavy on your shoulders, boulders on your toes. i'm sorry i left like that i just needed to catch my knees from hitting rock bottom. i guess sometimes it's better to leave it alone than to dig it back up, but you and i know that lock boxes can keep you from opening up, the key is stuck in the mechanics like a child too curious for its own good.