i dont pretend to not be self obsessed, i crave attention and am selfish. but being selfish isn't a bad thing, provided thought its thrown for others. i don't mean to make you feel like i hate the idea of selfishness, i believe that in quite a few cases its better than living for others. but i never meant to make you feel that i thought i was a level above everything that you are forΒ Β i believe that I'm at least two levels bellow you because i am selfish and I'm sorry for it.