I wish I could be a boy So that my mamma would ever ask me for toy, Don’t hate me mamma. I know that I’m not good enough… May be don’t work hard enough Or I’m just a bad kid.. But I really only want to live you with. I’m your bachhaanaaa? Then why don’t u let me tell u that How much I love you naaaa. I hide my tears when I say your name, But the painin my heart is still the same. Although I smile & seem carefree, there is no one who misses you more than ME! The urges that I have made stronger and stronger And I don't think that I can fight them too much longer, Want to take a NAP, on your LAP mummaa, Nothing else I have ever ask you for. Mama, please don't hate me But the urge to **** has been visiting lately I want nothing more than for it to go away But something tells me that this time it's here to stay, I love you sooooooo much, This is all what I wanted to say. For this, I've put a lot of time and thought into this, I wish you would ever love me, You see, And my first victim will be........me. Love you maaaaa.