Today is a step closer to what will be, What that is at this momment I can not see. To be stuck in a place I so much hate, Freedom to few and others to late. I dont question myself on why I come back, Its decisions made and the good ones I've lacked. You'd think i've learned not what to do, I have only myself to blame,"thats who". The crying the hurting the pain inside, It's time to be honest my lifes been a lie. I want to do right and do whats best, Put my past behind me and leave it to rest. Day by day thats getting done, And closer I'll be to my daughter and son.