to think up
to make up
just to hind it all
then the defeat fall
nothing is coming to be
just even to see
may die a way
lay on it for another day
helpless to feel
be tailed
hated
unloved
what less is left to say or to do
only a reason will tell
forever in pain
the only way
is a reason
only then can it be whole again
reason to live  
but will it come
may never know
time to go