Not only seeing your smile.
Not only seeing you threw your worst.
Not only seeing past your imperfections.
Not only watching you go threw life so easy.
Not  the sleepless nights i know your sound asleep.
Not  the fact that everything reminds me of you.
Not only thinking about you all day.
Not the feeling that you have no clue im here
Not only dreaming of you
Its not the fact that i watch you just watch things go by
The only thing..is knowing your not mine.
The hardest thing is
.........living without you.