How can I be so selfish?
I mean, I have you. I finally have you. I finally have someone I've always wanted. I've never believed in this word "Perfect". That whole word tasted dirty in my mouth.
But hey, I have you.Somehow I was blessed with this amazing,beautiful miracle of finding love. Someone who can save me..You have saved me.
Yet, when we're apart, oh my god I hate this. I hate this feeling in my chest. I get this pit in my stomach full of hot rocks. It's unsettling. It's almost painful.
I never thought I could rely on someone so much. I never thought I would. Yet,here we are. You're gone just for a few days but I swear to you if feels like a life time. When are you coming back? My lips are starving for you taste. My body is aching for you touch. I really need you.
How can I shake this feeling? I know, it isn't healthy.I should be able to go without you for a couple of days right? I mean, isn't that how it should be?
But then again is this what "Love" is all about? I wouldn't know. I always thought I've felt "Love",but this... Something in me just clicked. Something in me just sparked once I felt your touch for the first time...Hearing your voice sent shivers down my spin.The type of shivers I want...
When are you coming home to me?