Eventually,someday.
Tomorrow,yesterday.
I will never be ready
For my heart to be broken again.

I close my eyes
And try to visualize.
The cracks and crevices
The ravines appearing on the surface.

Flesh turns to stone
Stone turns to dust
Red flood pouring forth
Blackened until no more.

Undeniably drowning
In a sea of pain
The gashes on my heart
Are worse than the ones on my wrists.

The lights dim out
I claw desperately
Fighting the darkness
Its dark laughter echoing in my ears.

I open my eyes
Vacantly, I stare.
Please, do not leave
For what existed becomes nothingness.