one
two,
three,
captured.

a face of you remain stills in my camera
memories flashing back in out of my head
memories i cant erase
i call it precious
you name it nothing

no second thoughts crossed
in your mind
it was so easy for the way you released me out of your grasp
from holds that i thought
was an everlasting shelter,
even when the world tries to break me
i was fooled thinking you were my knight.

i didn't understand when
you threw away everything that had to do with me
just as the way you named it

i could have ripped my throat out
when i said i love you,
my soul and heart merges when i utter those words,how unfortunate,
they never reach yours.

you walked out,
not a word spoken
for me to hear
not a sorry,
not the three words.

blinking to only push out the tears
i ignore the hurt weighed on me
pricking like abundant sharp needles


you let the world sees you as a victim
when you yourself,are the hurricane,
when you are the earthquake,
when you are the tsunami,
shattering parts of me drastically,
while i was not looking

--harsh.

you let the world
took me as something
to be made fun of.