In my mind I am miserable, in my heart I am joyous. However, I am stuck in my throat as are my words when I see you. There's no way I could tell you how I feel when I'm caught here, trapped in a place where I hear the music but can't see where it's coming from. If I could I would tell you exactly what I wanted to, but in the throat thoughts are not housed or fed, and emotions do not take action.