today i stared at the sky
how could i not?
every cloud a memory of you and i
nothing so riveting as the blank color of blue and pink
you, once so familiar to me
now gone grey
now gone, entirely
i stopped on the side of the road
and mouthed out loud
"look, the sky. it's for you"
as if i held the answers in my hands
here, i'll give them all to you
as we fumble though this life
not knowing what to do
from morning to night
in that moment,
our love and our demise
all made sense to me
i forgave you
and you forgave me
and finally
maybe
there was no guilt left
this time
only hues of clouds
blue and pink