I never knew you as the quiet one, because you weren't, not to me never much wanted to 'dig beneath your surface' or 'solve your puzzles' because the answers were just waiting to be found, instinctively I always saw someone imperfect, someone that I just wanted next to me, someone whose gold eyes I could look in and be amazed, every time, I always just saw you, I think when everyone else saw who you were supposed to be I saw who you were, and that's what made me different, to you that's what made you fall for me but that's also what made our friendship fall apart, so quickly- you saw me too and that's when you realized maybe you shouldn't have me.
feeling nostalgic about the first girl I ever loved