i looked deep inside my head. i looked for all the memorys that made me wish i was dead. the ones i chopped up and burned because i dread. the main ones that **** with my head. i knew right there and then that a memory is all it was theirs no if, then's, and because. its over. so why the fuzz. So i let it go and the pain went away i became more confident this way. i stop running away from myself..so when i opened Pandora's box the demons came out but i think that's what its all about!