it's not a coincidence that our names both start with the best letter of the alphabet after all i always loved apples (it's midnight but i haven't eaten since lunch because i was too busy gorging myself on poison jealous ivy to notice my stomach was turning itself inside out again) you always had a certain audacity i look for sparks in people, and you had one you deserved to wear the letter A as your lipstick and when life kicked me in the *** you said gee don't these bruises **** you showed me yours we agreed that at least if it kicks us in the ***** we won't hurt which made me laugh you make me laugh as many times as i breathe i think, i wish i could have an E but eudrey wouldn't make sense and neither would elison so can we freaking wear our A's like we we were meant to i love ya kiddo the scissors are pink like what my favorite color used to be but now they're on the floor chillin like the villains they are because basic insert the face i don't need them now however shaky my self-love is i'm doing this for you