i stand on tiny asphalt mountain staring at the Final Frontier wondering who is staring back at me, afraid to wonder if there could be no one at all but the old photographs of stars stuck into our eyes from a vast number of years ago. It seems a distant truth-- the lack of solitude, the unknowable brethren, the boundless eternal that envelopes and haunts our minuscule rock-- that we are isolated yet hardly alone, though so restricted and vainglorious. we conquered Nature with our concrete, our steel and our bone, only to turn to the outward abyss and wonder