smoke hangs soft in the kitchen like a swimmer's long hair pushed smoothly by currents no one could see there and the sun slips down to sit on my sink as i turn black and blue slowly starting to think: your rhyme is like lime great, after tequila but I know how you feel- a, loner and bitter unstable but strong we had something so real but it didn't take long before we we both cracked and with it the bond but now i obsess on simile and confess to to sad, simple apostrophe when I should have said what you mean to me and described you the way only I can see but I'm probably vain and must have been wrong cause I've felt before that I'd always be alone though while in your arms I felt so at home while we both did sleep window cracked for a breeze with both of our dreams dripping into the streets but it was honey, and warm and safe under the sheets where I listened to your running subconscious spring I could see all your thoughts but can't wear your ring then we watched rising tides break over your head and how i still miss being rocked in your bed