The lace is sandpaper on the back of my neck. I scratch furiously until blood pools underneath my fingertips. A zipper digs into the small of by back, ripping at my skin with every breath I take. Just breathe Inhale; exhale the zipper is tearing at my flesh. I can’t breathe. It feels like the zipper is going to reach through my back and tear my heart out. She needs a little more blush I wonder how I could possibly need more of anything. My face played canvas all morning, sculpted, painted, bettered. My mom bends down to reach me at eye level. *This is the most important day of your life