Stare into my eyes, a second longer,
My feelings growing, ever stronger,
Temptation takes it's toll, I look away,
I may try to forget, but on that my mind will stay,
Thoughts, leading to delusion,
Fanning the flame, feeding the illusion.

I look back, but your eyes are redirected,
I wish the last moment, resurrected,
To give in, but it is gone, lost forever,
Will I know how it would've played out, never,
Wasted too many moments, all of which I regret,
But each one I will never be able to forget.

I don't know if I should, I hold my ground,
But in family and friends, I have found,
A consensus, I am doing what I shouldn't,
If they were in my shoes, I know they wouldn't,
I am starting to disagree with myself now,
I am starting to not know, what or how.

So tell me give in, or stay strong?
If I don't, will you be around long?
If I do, you will hate me right?
Will me and you get into a fight?
Should I run? Do you want me here?
Do you hate me? Or is it as I fear?