So I believe that by next month I'm going to be the proud father of I hope a baby girl. Only problem is we and my girl can't get a straight answer one doctor says yes another no but they could just do a fast ultrasound and find out instead of running is in a ******* circle. I feel like I'm in ******* NASCAR always find in a **** circle. I don't see how the stand it I'm dizzy and have to ***. I want to be a street race instead. Never going in a circle on a very predictable track. I want to go left and right and eventually end the **** race in one or three laps not 200 making only left turns. My minds always reaching and sometimes I wish I could just rest and have ask my problems just vanish. My religious friends say worth prayer antennas possible. I've tried it and honestly I don't think so cause if god even existed none of the people I know or you know would ever die. We would ask live forever cause why would someone who made us want to take us of this planet? ******* IT!!!!. If I offended I'm sorry I'm just done with this *******. Someone either give me some **** answers or give me some ******* help cause me and my girl can't do it at this current rate.