It seems as though the sad people seem the happiest
How they can switch their emotions off and on like a light
It seems as though everything is perfect but yet I'm still unhappy
I have friends family and a roof over my head yet I'm still unhappy
what more could I ask for?
sometimes i may be labeled as selfish what's a comment to a person who doesn't care?
What's a pair of soulful eyes to a person who has  been judged all their life by stares
What's a friend to a person who has only been betrayed  
what's a boyfriend to a person who has only been played
these people aren't friends they are simply strangers filled with impeccable memories that still spin in my head but for you will be destroyed and will be forgotten later
To say I have friends would be absurd what is a family to a person who doesn't need them what is a family to a person who has only been laughed and doubted by them
they say blood is thicker than water but what happens when your friend has been there more than your family why does my family laugh and doubt in me
why does it seem like nobody ***** with me
why are things different they used to be to be so easy
why does life make me so unhappy why do i wanna die but still want you to come with me
I maybe I'm just confused tired of being abused by the whispers that go on in my head it reminds me that I ain't **** and would be a better off dead they say I think you're suicidal I think you she should see a therapist will I think you're annoying and you need to mind your business maybe if My grades are up to what my dad wanted it to be maybe I could find a reason to be happy maybe if my parents didn't treat me like I was a ******* I could find a reason to be happy maybe a people gave me a chance to show the real me not to me that you created and cremated remade it to seem like me im not this ***** people say I am im not this rude ***** people say I am im me