i'm so sorry i hurt you and him and you and i just caused grief and pain to so many and i know you don't want to have anything to do with me that's understandable, i don't even want me nobody does but that's not the point, i'm sorry i ******* apologize. I'm sorry, i mess up a lot and it's in my nature and this isn't okay. I know, it's an excuse but the truth, the truth let me tell you hurts and it feels like an avalanche back to the point. The truth is you'll never like me and it h u r t s but i'm okay i'll be fine like usual i hope you're doing well