Am i the only one ?
And ****: who gives a ****?? (I do)
Those were my first questions about myself. I mean, about my true, emotional, sadness..
Everyone else felt to me like sad-robots and I felt ever so lonely… This PRAGMATIC feeling had a form of void and it ****** happened for years..

****, I had two ways to go around it:

1 - So many fighting around beauty??
I said no, I have this bombastic mind to bombard the world into the obvious! As happy as that meant! ---> *******! Whoever you are!

And

2- Hell yeah(!) I was beautiful,  but motivation needed a mirror
And well if I was sad i needed a push, into the nothingness of myself…

I regressed 10 years to see that there was no Future
besides choice…

So,

Either you choose to live.

Or you choose to survive.



Expect nothing

And you’ll have everything

No matter what it is.


If you are empty inside?
Deep in that hole that is your Soul?
(Note how rhythmic are those words together HOLE-SOUL)
Well… Whole:
You need two things:


LOVE

And

FREEDOM