my sleeping is condensed this spring such that two or three hours at most will suffice for one evening.
my body is awake, yet the wandering back alleys behind my irises are weary, and on the cusp of gentrification.
I see faces where there should be none
II.
and I’ve seen the lines again, though they come far less frequently than when I had to reach up to grasp the doorknob.
yet they are as vivid and bursting with clarity as the first summer I witnessed them.
they arrive unannounced single-hair-thick, rotating on invisible axes, changing color and length within equally slim fragments of time too small to measure in our dimension.
one summer, i recorded how often they visited but could find no logical frequency to their appearances.
no one has ever known of them but me, and that woman just picked up a cigarette **** to light her own.
III.
they came again yesterday, as always, in midafternoon at 3 o’clock, when christ died. and i thought, not of him, but of the time, and how twelve hours earlier is apparently the devil’s time a time-piece-turned inverted cross.
IV.
so, I remembered, how at devils’ time last night, i was adrift, sans-sails down brick alleys thinking not of lines, of gods or devils and their time, but of those pan flute notes and how i can’t wait to hear them again.