Its has now become a part me, such a part that I can't seperate from myself.


my mind takes a turn
everytime the thought flashes
in my head.
my heart jumps a beat
everytime you show me the pain.
the day lives alive again
when the end starts to begin.

the clouds gather around me
choking me, unable to breathe.
the wind blows fast beside me
freezing every drop of my soul.
the mirage of the unfaithful
betrays the real me.

the mountains so high
make me want to reach them, but can't.
the sand in the desert, covers
letting me see nothing,
nothing at all....

The word happiness
is now a dream,
which seems to be incomplete forever.
It only gives my dead face,
a sharp spark.

the wise speak of war and peace.
I not being wise,
think of hatred and love.
the voices all buzz around,
nothing sounding familiar,
nothing sounding clear.

why do,
people with hearts of glass
throw stones at other's.
my love for them
has come to an end.
I feel sorry and sad both.

I sometimes find
the dark brown eyes,
watching straight upon the evil doer.
and watching the same way
at me.

my heart goes blind,
for I don't want to see
or feel anymore.
the truth is strange, but
now its here to stay forever...

Its dark outside again,
no stars to twinkle,
no moon to shine upon,
the stillness
blows my mind off.

the roads are empty,
the buildings deserted,
seeming like I alone stand here
in the midst of nothingness.

the breath stays in me
it doesn't die
nor does it let me live
the things are crazy.

but I wait for the light to come.
it couldn't break my faith,
my belief.
I see it coming
from that far away end, smiling
to make tomorrow a better day for me
I pray for it to last forever .....