To me my iPad is so ****** deadly... The universe is deadly...Instagram is deadly... I can't step one foot outside without worrying about man... And most of all my thoughts are hella deadly... So if the universe and I are deadly... Where is does my salvation lie... Where is the hope... Deadly thoughts coming to life I'm alive but feel dead Nothing I do ever feels enough ...it's like I'm waiting for this grand moment of vitality... But in reality it's not gonna come to me... I've got to bring it to life... Idk like when I go ino my mind... I see poison...poisonous pills in one of those weekly pill cases I see a lifetime of cases Like.... The ****