the blood.

crazy and stupid I go right into the dark.

the thick clouds of black cover the space in which I am in.

pain.

so much pain.

my body is limp, unable to move.

a figure in the darkness walks towards me, bends down and whispers....

"you wont forget this."

I try and move but my fear and pain keeps me in place.

helpless I whimper, for I know this is going to hurt.  

"don't move, it hurts more."

I hear the crack before I feel it.

I find my voice and scream.

I was right... more pain.

its the same thing over and over.

every day.

he laughs and cracks it once more.

I scream .... hot tears cover my cheeks and lips.

the torture and pain again and again.

through the endless tyrant of soulless crude filled hearts is enough to break me.

I'm leaving this world, I can feel it.

shame full darkness, defeat pulls over me.....

cloud after cloud.....

whip after whip....  

scream after scream....