don't look at me with the sad eye, you knew **** well I wore the badge of the bad guy. I understand that I ,have made more than a couple mistakes. basically nothin more then a man who devastates n breaks anyone he gets to close to. believe me I never chose to, live like this but life is hit or miss guess not everybody's dealing with **** like this. I bet about now you regret that kiss. Grew up in a home where chaos is all I've ever known. came to the conclusion were better off alone but its too late I've already grown into a man made monster.who wants her to do nothing more then save the day take it all away ,make it ok but that's not the way ***** gonna play out. I should just get a tattoo on my head that says stay out. don't try n find whats on my mind like I'm some kind of puzzle that needs to b solved. I've evolved into what I need to be not so Easily, understood why i never did the things that i knew i should God forbid anyone finds out about the things I did. Stayin off the grid cuz I know I got it comin. Gotta keep hummin the tunes, that still holds a bit happiness, of a boy. yet to destroy. desperately holding on to that joy the sound carries on. For that moment the troubles r non..existent.. resistant to believe anyone knows what I need so that wrong number I'm gonna keep callin cuz it's the only way to keep the rats from gnawin