It wasn’t too late, too early, Simply a masquerade of paranoia; Such an excuse blankets my Poorly timed daydreams and Silly grandiosity, unwillingly Born from words left unsaid Silence is a virtue when you are lying in bed Out of breath and perspiring, Nothingness is so tiring, conflicting when Time has gotten much older But my head’s on your shoulder, **** your words and expressions, Suspiciously uttered into my ear When I’m spent, on my back Yet I still attempt a smile As I’m touched, in denial, Slightly used and abused, Your best kept secret. Keep these moments on empty, Thoughts secured tight, Taking no feeling out of these nights, The sick darkness reoccurs, if it wasn’t for you Knew it couldn’t be right, I am shut, uncatchable, unreachable, cold Because everything in happiness eventually gets old; This has been for a while, And it’s making me numb… I guess now we both know What this has become.