No words, none.... I've not heard one.
Its been too long for forgetfulness,
Its long past time for 'just busy'
Or 'no time'. And here I sit
The silence kills me, cuts me.
Why does this hurt so much.

The day you found out,
I was the first you told.
And honestly the only one
You felt trust worthy.
And here I am looking at the
Screen seeing your mothers loving
Congratulations. Its been a week.

You still haven't told me, so I
Gave in and asked. Claimed  I
Saw all the 'congrats' and I assumed
It was true. ***** you! You spoke as if
There was no problem, no hickup.
How on earth could you not see how much
You've hurt me?

You found me important enough to tell
And for me to keep such a weight alone.
But when I've come to needing closure,
You don't even tell me its ******* over?
I'm left to wait for the news alone,
And you don't tell me a thing...
But when you see i'm slightly upset you
Instantly act normal again.

*******. You haven't spoken to me
In weeks, nearing a month. I didn't get a
Simple goodbye. You left me hanging out
To dry and I'm sick of it. Friends talk to friends
And if you're busy you tell them so.

A simple 'HELLO i'm going to be busy,
You wont hear from me in a while!' Is all
That is required of a friendship. But Best friends...
Best friends keep the loop tight, they hide their
Phones from ready eyes and text 'I'm alright.'

They offer words of praise or 'Thank you for helping me
Its made my day.' Simple pieces of **** that
Are normally required in common day ****.
But no you must be special, no you don't need
To follow these rules. Just cut out your 'BEST FRIEND'
And tell all you're ******* Tools. Yeah they care, and
They'll black mail you in a second. But you'll ask for help
And in an instant I'll be becconed. I can't do this Any more

I can't be friends for long. I'm just writing this to say
That the only reason I have to stay is to simply hear you
Say 'I'm sorry, I know what I've done. You're the only
One who helped me through and I'm grateful for you.
You've been there through the thick and thin, you've
Been there when my life line ends. I couldn't have
Survived with out you. Please forgive me, I love you.'

Some times I want you to come crawling back,
To tell me that if you could you'd wish it all back.
But here I would stand and here I am now, knowing
My answer wont turn around. You wont like it, I can
Assure. For we're not friends any more, you've closed
That door. We're not friends any more, because
Honestly....

I can't do this any more.