I keep a little secret.
Hush!
Let nobody know.
I repeat.
Nobody.
So here it is.
Don't look at me strangely
After you hear this.

The dreams that come
In hues of violent red
Exquisitely painful
For only in dreams
Do these exist.

Thinking about it
Makes my heart pound
Harder and harder
Faster and faster
In a whirlwind of ecstasy
The darkness swallows me.

I must be silent
For these thoughts
Must not be told.
Only in mind
Do these pleasures exist.
Oh, fantasy
You are my reality.