i am not the swan that graces azure ponds i am not a barbie doll wrapped in polyethylene then why must you look at me? you could caress the nebulae that blink hopefully in the night sky you could hold in your hand the green groves that span for thousands of years i am neither and for that you should turn your gaze please lift me off the pedestal and throw me in the sewer where i can bathe in my own flesh go find your muse amongst the forget-me-nots and roses and forget me where you don't belong