You know me so well
My favorite book
The food I love
What makes me laugh
I wish you knew the real me
In the middle of the night crying with the razor in my hand
Why do I do it
If you saw the blood and the cigarettes
You would tell me stop
I wish you would join
I love your touch
But that's not enough
The empty streets get me thinking
What would your life be like without me
It wouldn't matter
I want to drive off this bridge
Into the lake where I can drown
I wish to be alone
But you don't know the real me