It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye
as the memories play
the tears fall from my eyes
I will never see your face
I will never hear you laugh
now this cold and empty space
inside me is all I have
lord I feel so betrayed
if I only had another day
to change it all and she
would hear all the words
I need to say
I get on my knees and pray
and ask God why does it
have to be this way
It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye
It's a sad day
the rain is steady pouring
i'm drowning in despair
at times I wonder
is there really anybody up there
and if there is do you even care?
it's like I hit a brick wall
I take a step then I fall
I try to pick myself up
I fight and I claw
heading down the wrong path
all I can recall is the demons that I saw
and the nightmare of it all
Lord if you hear me
won't you steer me in the right way
help me see clearly si I live to see another day
I'm stuck in this rut
all I feel is giving up
and many times I told myself
I just don't give a F#ck
every day I struggle just to make it
through these tough times
devil got me blind with evil thoughts
messing with my mind
if cut myself or maybe just put a bullet
in my brain
send up to heaven cause I'm so tired of dealing
with all the pain
It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye
It's a sad day
Sometimes I reminisce
when I used to kiss your lips
I feel so heart sick
I drift into the memories
that I miss
when you held me
in your arms I felt so safe
and secure
but now you're gone
the curtain falls
today I took a walk
trying to clear my mind
don't want to talk about it
I just need a little time
it's like looking in the mirror
the reflection of your face
is implanted in my mind
and my soul is an empty space
I don't know where to go
where to turn
I see death and destruction
in this world all around me
nothing is gonna change
always gonna stay the same
the scars always remain
Some days
God I feel so lost
and I'm fighting with my demons
my heart is silent
but inside my head I'm screaming
It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye