life of lost values
what has become of them

i hope to hold onto
what once was  and is now the past

what has this pathetic world come to
leaving me to drown in it's ****

i stay away
from life's new realization
or i will only go in circles

why must they act crazy
with  only god to save us

i feel like i'm made of paper
lost in a puddle of their ****

what i say and what i feel
means absolutist nothing

where are we gone, will we ever make it
or
do we cry as one
in this life of hell in a living burning pit

with only drunken pain
to see the light

of this **** hole
of a lost life

someone please
sew my eye's shut
plug my ears
and cut out my tounge