I will fake all the smiles You will fake all the tears To hide this inner pain To show how "strong" you are I have no problems, yet When you have no problems I hurt, I cry, for reasons You like being alone, so do it I do not have, I am weak You like a girl, you give her so I will fake strength to the more deserving to help the strong, and bolster You have suicidal tendencies the weak, give them hope to make them feel sorry for you for life, so I stay alive and you split your thoughts for them, because otherwise so that you can break me I would go gentle into that good night *but "you" and "I" are just "me"
sorry this is so disjointed... this is how it feels like to be me. I am both sides at once, this is how I think