Sitting here wondering
where'd i go wrong?
Sitting here thinking
how i've been in pain so long
look back to when i was a kid
before i went down this horrible road
before i knew what pain did
before the seeds of anger were sewed
stuck doing things i never thought i would
like rebelling and self-harm
hurting myself more than i thought i could
just look at the proof on my arm
i want to just curl up in a ball and die
i say i would never take my life, but we know that's a lie