This time of year,
Months and days.
Hours and minutes,
And seconds away.

I am so alone,
And this weather chills me to the bones.
I hug myself till I feel  warm,
Where blanket is my own arm.

I cry,
My minds fly,
But I'll do everything for my heart to stay alive,
And never fool myself with lies

In this place
Mirror is my friend,
I talk to this kid daily,
Till I found him in me.

Please be strong,
I told him everyday.
Please be happy,
Even if I know he's not ok.

He tried to smile,
When I look at me.
And whatever I do,
He's a carbon copy..

We never argue,
What ever I say,
He believes in me,
And always think anew.

I think  I'm  inlove,
With Me,Myself And I.
Trough this glass,
Looking in my eyes.