It is hard to stay on track,
With out you I find myself looking back,

I remember every word you use to say,
And I can't get over that very day,

It hurts just to go around,
Knowing that you are no where to be found,

But I hold on to what you've said last before you went away,
That you loved me and that we would be together again one day,

When I get sad and down I just close my eyes and see your face,
And we are back in our happy place,

I just wish I could make the trip to where you are,
but I can't get there in a car,

I just hope you knew that I loved you,
And that I wish I could have done more for you but I didn't have clue,
That your life on earth was almost through,

(God tell my dad I love, miss, and think of him too?)