hey Girl I just thought I would take this time and write you and tell you what is on my mind ever since you left nothing has been the same my heart is crying out tears pouring like rain look into my eyes so cold and empty now feel my pain as I sit here and I lay these flowers upon your grave Ever since you left nothing has been the same I miss you I'm feeling so helpless not knowing what to do because in my life you are the only one that I ever knew (who truly knew me) I take a little walk trying to ease up the pain so many memories just floods my brain I take a look around just to see if you are there the ghost of your past seem to follow everywhere People pointing at me makes me feel so out of place I try to hide the tears with a smile on my face Hey Girl I just thought I would take this time and write you and tell you what is on my mind I can't shake this feeling coming from my heart It's ripping out my soul and tearing me apart The ghost of your past seem to follow everywhere I'm fighting a battle with myself I'll never win It's a sad day such a sad way you had to say goodbye Oh God why now feel my pain hey girl I just thought I would take this time and write you and tell you what is on my mind with these words I try to capture how I feel inside and bring to life my universe of twilight saga to you because if I don't it will only get worse in time there is so much on my mind but I find it hard to say what I want to say NO What I MEAN IS WHAT I NEED TO SAY because it's forever in a day my heart can't take being without you, my heart breaks... I can't see you but I know you are there I can feel you though because you are always here in my heart.