I ask myself
Is this for real  or just a fantasy
Is this a dream or reality
I can't escape was has come to be
This pain inside my veins bleed
It overfeeds my mind
I can barely breathe
Then I open up my eyes
and I see my whole life flash in front of me
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
As the blood trickles down my arm
I have become so comfortably numb
So drunk ,swallow the bitter sweet taste of love
My soul is cold, eyes are red and swollen
Down this path I follow succumb by the darkness
inside this humble heart of mine,
I'm crying!!!!
The light to my stairway is looking dim
I can hear the whispers in the wind
that told of the days long past
The spiritless singing of a lacerated heart
I'm barely clinging in this world painted much to dark
Someday God I feel so lost
Somewhere caught in between time and space
where my dreams only awaken my inner demons
I feel so ****** up and I ask myself
Is this for real  or just a fantasy
Is this a dream or reality
I can't escape was has come to be
This pain inside my veins bleed
It overfeeds my mind
I can barely breathe
Then I open up my eyes
and I see my whole life flash in front of me
WHAT HAVE I DONE?