I know air exists cause I breath it, I know God exists cause in 1968 I think, I’ll check my dates with Mum when she answers her phone, I witnessed a miracle first hand that involved my Grandfather Albert and my Uncle Keith. The details of which are no real matter for the moment.
I do not blame God for bad stuff; I just don’t have the depth to fathom how it all works. When I don’t understand how something works, it troubles me. I am troubled by God being so mysterious, same reason I can’t watch magicians, tricky little suckers.
I just wish God would be a bit more obvious sometimes like when I witnessed that miracle at a young age. I now occasionally discuss this with him to the point where we argue, well I argue and I guess he is just nodding and doing that “all knowing” smile thing he does which quiet frankly annoys me as well, cause in my opinion if he can be that obvious once, surely he can help out again occasionally by doing something biblically obvious.
To be fair to God, a lot of stuff troubles and annoys me that "normal" people are not troubled by so maybe I should cut him some slack, but I'm not giving those **** magicians a break, they are still on my "**** list" as are the people from funniest home video, but that’s another story.