Sometimes you feel as no living in your real life .
that is true you have this sensation, like the other side.
you know the throng always want you to use the same knife.
no chance for you as you decide your own ride .
but down here sometimes alone, we feel that illusion.
that is why im saying this my prayer for my next vision.
cause i want send out my life anything i see ill thing.
oh,God this is my prayer for my next being .
remember God you take good note and keep right.
then im begging for all fulfillment so that my next life could be upright.
dear God i long time missed my path maybe engaged in bad way.
even though im fighting for my best story up anyway.
that makes me perhaps being for the world its bad seed.
as i have to encounter without any analyze all thing i see.

i remembered in my youngest ,girls invited me to step in real life .
cause i always see anything down here as real bluff.
so i decide to keep my life always straight up .
cause i wanna find out what God put down my deep.
so one day small boy i decide my own creed.
how can i now hold up my life as i drink not the cup.
since my juvenile was filled up with what we call the world shame.
cause i receive trouble so much in my home .
so i went to avoid trouble as i went out.
yet i faced the word criticism and hatred.
henceforth no day passes without blaming and watered .
so i dont want you suffer in your life because me .
though you never seen my past life that makes blame me.
i want to make our life as describe by the all mighty .
nobody lives of love, so i will wait the best time for our unity.

much has gone, but im feeling this word so far.
but you keep me in your mind as the most horrible mortar.
so im sure no chance for me to get my heart touch your life.
as im succeeding my life that is maybe conceived in so much rife.
God this is my prayer for my next life .
prayer, you keep for me anything at right side .
i want to life simple my life have family and contend what i have.
i want to please world draw myself good so to say have a good behave.
i want to have a girl and kids which run to me and and call me father.
have good time ,play always and have same vision altogether.
heaven this is my prayer what i need now maybe.
though world is illusion, i just want what i should be .
so dear God please dont judge me if my mind isnt in purity .
cause i believe you and accept without any heart pain feeling my destiny.


this is the prayer not the one we say in church.
deep from our mind that remembers our missed research.
the prayer we say when we out from the world.
deeply in our mind and without a word .